The last few weeks, my mind has been spinning — I mean, the to-do list….it just won’t die down. It’s definitely somewhat self imposed which I think is just the nature of being a creative person.
But then it also probably has something to do with the fact that I run my own business and mostly have no idea what i’m doing when it comes to all things business-y (taxes what??). And spend way too much of my life trying to catch up on my email inbox and then also perpetually take on too many projects because I love what I do so much that I can’t ever say no to anyone.
And that I’m a new mom…and a newlywed(ish)…
AND that we’re moving to denver in one month! I guess I haven’t officially announced that here. There are literally fifty million things to do before we leave.
And Tim is about to start residency, which kind of terrifies me. I’m excited for sure, but painfully aware of the fact that he’ll be spending more time in the hospital than he will at home…gulp. I know that Oaks and I will have to make friends in a new city (mostly) without Tim (andddd, can someone tell me how you do that with a baby??), which is also scary.
The strange thing about all this is that I am surprisingly not anxious about it all. It’s weird, and new for me.
I think its because, it the midst of the craziness, my heart is just really full. Full of love for tim and for oaks and for springtime that reminds me of grace and new life…for our families and for my job…for our life here in florida and for the adventure that lies ahead in denver…and so much more.
So many loves, so little time and space. It’s getting cramped up in here!